Missing An All-Out Performance

I've been here in Seoul for a year and 8 months now. Somehow it's hard to think that sometimes boredom visits you at work time. Performing in a fancy bar where almost all guys you see wear suits and girls wear these long dresses and got nothing to do... eat a li'l , drink a li'l and talk and talk and talk.... And applauds when they wanted to or when when they pay attention to you.

Don't mind the songs that we play and don't even try to ask about it, it just gives me more antagonizing thoughts. Those mind-numbing experiences onstage, wasted yawns in every single song, looking up on the ceiling with an empty mind...

Those things make me reminisce the things i can do onstage back home... I call it an "all-out performance", I miss it! I miss those plays, those ways and those days. The SMB events, the out-of-town shows and the Sinulog concerts where we used to play 3-4 venues a night for that week. Those, to name a few...

Those were the times where I can get to play all out, breaking keys of 4 Roland RD-600's, jumping, screaming, keyboards just fell off to my feet, bringing a couple bottles of Red Horse onstage and playing drunk!... Delightful in the eyes are people waving their hands up in the air to the beat of the songs, dancing, jumping and screaming the night away. Then suddenly you'll see things thrown in the air like bottled waters, liquor cans and after a while punches!!! Whew!!! Those were lots of fun!

How I just wish we could do it all again... Never a dull and boring moment...